It used to be that I would cry at the drop of a hat.  Nowadays though, more stoic or maybe just more cynical, I feel like that vulnerable part of me is gone. Or at least I had felt that way until yesterday evening, when Ms. Kessel did the miraculous.

Laura is that special type of person who is unafraid to be vulnerable and to do what needs to be done, regardless of fear.  Last night she stood up to Public Speaking and bid farewell to her Lighten Up family. 

Tearfully, and with precious authenticity, Laura expressed her belief in us and pleaded with us to never give up but to ask for help when we need it, when it feels like nothing is working. 

It’s been years since those words last settled into my consciousness.  Yesterday they flowed in, forcing my own tears out of their way.

“I believe in you.”

Believe in me?  How?  I’m the person who weighs more at the start of this Lighten Up than I did at the start of the last one.  I’m the person who still instinctively hangs my head around children of a certain age.  I’m the person who still can’t make a meatloaf which my family will eat.

That’s where Laura’s miracle comes in.  In the sharing of her gift yesterday evening, she reminded all of us – if we were open to hearing it – that we are worthy of being not just believed, but believed in.

Laura, your presence will be strongly missed.  Thank you for believing in our community and for creating opportunities for people to learn, share, and cultivate that belief.  Your moving boxes will undoubtedly be full, but please remember that wrapping all your breakables are love, heartfelt thanks, and wishes for a joyful, blessed journey.